||[Oct. 25th, 2009|05:25 pm]
I hate that you turn everything into something about you.. If we are out somewhere, you always have to be the funnier one, the smarter one, the prettier one. Can you ever just give me the spotlight just one time?|
I hate that how dramatic you are with everything.. If you're sick you cry and overdo how sick you are. If you are sad, you cry until someone comforts you..if you are mad, everyone has to know or if you don't have something going your way, you freak out and have an anxiety attack over nothing.
I hate how ever since we were little you enabled my eating habits, how much I should or shouldn't eat, what I should or shouldn't eat, and how much ill gain from what I eat.. This of course caused me to not want to eat or be very cautious of what I put in my mouth.. I hate how you always got a way with calling me fat and if I even tried to defend myself, you just told me I was dumb or stupid.
I hate how you have to give me advice and expect me to take it. I hate that you think you are more educated than I am. I hate how you think I am dumb and going to get pregnant, while you are just a smarter person who is going to wait. I hate how you think I do not know anything and anything I do tell you, you have to question like its not a reliable source..
I hate how mom doesn't question the fact that you are bone skinny or that you barely eat anything.. I hate if you talk about OUR parents, you act as if you are their only child.. (Ex: my dad was 37 when he had me and than he decided to have another one) <-- like I am not even in that..
I hate that if I even get hurt by anything you say or do, you are just disrespectful in the way that I try to tell you, which often makes things worse..
I hate how you always think you are better than you're younger sister..